The Universe Within

29x20 cm canvas and oils
time: 2 hours

Taa praca którą malowałam 2- 3 miesiące temu (z marginesem błędu do 6 miesięcy wstecz)...
Większość historii zostawiam po angielsku,by tu tak w skrócie wyjaśnić, że paca była formą poprawy bardzo, ale to bardzo podłego nastroju i malowana była na zasadzie "niech intuicja mnie prowadzi", lub "niech maluje moja ręka i serce, by wyrazić mój stan emocjonalny". Cóż nie wiem czy to założenie akurat wyszło, ale prawdą jest, ze obraz powstał beż żadnych wcześniejszych szkiców i planowania i rzeczywiście poprawił mi nastrój. ^^
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I made this painting 2, 3 (6?) months ago. I'm not sure if I can call it a speed painting, rather not, though it was done quickly. I had really, really a bad day, and the day before was also bad, so I was yearning to change that atmosphere. I took canvas and tree colours and started to mix them and put them on in whatever way I felt, you know kind of self therapy, which actually came to my mind after reading very interesting book by A. Storr which was a study of gurus. In its [book] ending author makes a suggestion that difference between artist and guru is that the first group as a way of getting out of their brake down creates art. The book is generally very interesting and if you ever come across it, take it and read it.
Definitely it influenced me enough to think „oh whatever I can waste one canvas” and made this. Surprisingly it really helped and when I was finishing it, I was in great mood.